Peek-A-Boo!

I have decided it's time to stop hiding and come back out into the open.

I will remove myself from my comfort zone of gorging and binging secretly only to look to be doing the right thing in public. Funny I tick all the right boxes - menu plan, shop properly, get breakfasts and lunches ready for hubby and the kids but then I don't bother about myself and end up buying breakfast and lunch at work.... I have issues putting myself up as a priority even though I know I should. I cannot keep going this way!

Work has really messed me around this last 8 weeks with travelling and living in motels (yes another excuse) and I am hoping that it will become more routine travel in the coming months.  The motel where I have stayed for just under 6 weeks had no cooking facilities nor room service so it was left to the mercy of the local pubs and restaurants.  Needless to say I didn't do very good with wise choices etc.

I haven't been to a WW meeting for 2 weeks now - due to being away on Monday so I actually have no real weight to start today off with but I will definitely be going on Monday to see Sam and catch up with all the girls.

I need to refocus, replan, organise myself and put me first if I am going to get anywhere with this weightloss caper.... god knows I have been around long enough to know what I am doing!!

Basically in a nut shell enough f##king around - time to get serious (even if it is a Saturday!!)

littlepiggy xx

(I was going to delete all my previous posts but thought I would hang on to them for memories sake as I did have some good days in the past and maybe I can draw on the focus and motivation of days of old!!)